Life will be different for me now, no more hanging out late with friends, changing how I look at life and my priorities. Including another person into my life who I care for is something I need to remember and focus on. I'm glad to have someone who truly loves me and knows me in and out. No more puppy love bull crap, just real wholesome kind of love and respect for each other. He's been my best friend for over4 years and I can honestly say that he's truly someone unique and genuine. Today marks a new beginning for Mika and I. Getting married to a man who has so much to give and so much to learn about. Even though we may have our differences, we have so much love for one another. I don't care if people don't like that we are together or even being married. So what! We chose each other and thats what matters. WE LOVE EACH OTHER! Point blank PERIOD!!! May the Lord forever bless us as I know we would need it more than we know. Lets make all the haters eat $#!%. We got this babes!! Luv you!
In love. She remembered the
excitement of those days. The
sudden ecstasy of an unexpected
telephone call. The brilliance and
beauty of the most mundane
objects. Laughter over nothing,
shared across small candlelit tables;
walking together on sunlit
pavements; smelling lilac on a city
street; frizzing in his car down to
the country, with the sun roof open
to the sky and a whole weekend
ahead, and the sensation that there
was nobody in the world but the
two of them.
ROSAMUNDE PILCHER, b. 1924
Love... is so sweet-
Sweetest, dearest,
fleetest comer,
Fledgling of the
sudden summer.
Louise Moulton
Okay, life has been so wired and heated that I finally made the change to maybe better my life. I don't know what I'm really getting myself into but it's worth a shot. I know my family won't be too happy with my choice but now that I'm getting into adulthood I want to live my life different. I don't care to go back to school or do what everyone else is doing, like working forever. Nope I've been doing that for half my life and I want a break. I'm not sure if its the right thing but I have to go through it so I would know. But if I fail, its my choice and i have to deal with it. i have to live and learn in order to know what I need for myself. We shall see what lies ahead for me. I pray that it be alright if not I know I have to leave it and find something else to better my life than depending on someone. Here we go. Goodbye to everyone I know if Virginia Beach and Hello to everyone in Hesperia California!
You know how it is when
it happens, like a search
that's ended. And the
wonderful relief at having
found someone to go
home and talk to, who
knows you, understands
your work and everything
you're going through.
Dervla Kirwam, b. 1971
My big sister has always been my best friend ever since we were little. She would always protect me and my brother henry whenever anyone tried to mess with us on the play ground or school. She may be intimidating but she's a softy. A gentle spirit with a hard core interior! i love my sister she is awesome in every way! Miss you and luv ya sis! Happy 21st Birthday Nita!
Ok I'm closer to being an adult but who am I kidding, I'm living like one here in Virginia. Nothing great or fabulous but I'm making the best of it. I'm going to visit Mika in Orlando for my birthday and I'm very excited. I can't wait to be with someone I care for on my special day. Well anyways Happy 20th birthday to me!! heheh
It's never an easy thing moving from place to place and staring all over again due to unexpected reasons. So far life has been a roller coaster and it seems like it will never end. I'm really not sure what I need to do because I've been doing so much to change the outcome of living with people. I pray that one day when I'm married and have a bunch of babies, that I have things figured out, cause damn I feel so lost sometimes that I just want to give up. Lord take the wheel cause I'm just over it. I hope there is light at the end of this dark & horrible tunnel!
Well I'm glad that I have the gospel cause I would of been a horrible tragedy. The missionaries are the biggest joy and blessing in my life. I'm forever thankful that the Lord didn't gave up on me and send these angels into my life. The Lords Light is brightening my soul and I'm finally finding purpose. God is Good.
He's been my best friend for about 4 years now and I've been through a lot with him that he's more precious to me than any other. We've seen the good, bad and the ugly. What friend can say they've seen it all and been through it all with you? Not much, but I know that this interesting guy name Mika made things more fun in my life. Thanks for your friendship and unconditional love you've shown me for these past few years. Please stay safe and enjoy your birthday. Luv ya dude!
Happy Birthday Mika!
